Im scared to fall harder
Because one day you won’t be here to catch me
& what will I do?
Fall into nothingness?
Im holding myself back, & I know it
But I’m only doing it so in the future we’ll both end on an OK note
I already miss you, & you haven’t even left yet
I always knew you’d be the greatest one
You saved me from myself
But now that you’re gone I don’t know what to do
Where do I turn when I find myself in fear of my thoughts?
It’s as if you never existed
And it scares me knowing you’ll never be back
I can do anything, but nothing will work
No one can save me anymore.
